i must learn to control my emotions.. if it is meant to be, it will be.. if not, lets just let it be a regret kept forever.. i dont feel good.. tried talking to ning and ade.. but i just could not manage to express myself.. feelings and emotions came rushing again.. and i fear that feeling of insecureness.. it will always be a part of me i guess.. went for honey's cousin wedding last wkend.. so many ppl ard us are getting married this mth.. marina oriental was great with e deco, food and the service they provide..but e price is >.< hahah..
on a lighter note.. des is finally getting married with a new flat coming.. congrats brother! glad to know that u've finally taken that big step.. happy for the lucky girl as well =)
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