The Gurl

yanting aka ngaingai
♥ to play around
♥ to travel
♥ to nap
♥ to just daydream about the future

taiwan trip
a job she loves
an office sleek bag
PSP slim
someone
lets go to the ZoO
a veggie to match my carrot
updated @ 5th December 07

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The Applause

Designer: Siew Min
Basecodes: theBENDANs
Inspirations: Sandra Agnes Maggie Vanessa
Materials: x x x
Image Edits: Paint Tools

Thursday, December 27, 2007

i want to thank god that i've found a job!! wahaha.. as well as thanks to those who have been constantly giving me their support and encouragements i needed when i felt so helpless and discourage the past few weeks trying desperately to look for a challenging job which i love, have a passion for, with a 5 days workweek, in a reputable company with a centralized location, and most importantly, with a decent pay ;D phew.. i know that i'm asking for alot.. frens have been saying i demand alot for a fresh grad.. i think so too.. hahaha.. but the thing is, i really know what i want and i'm willing to go all out for it and wait for the right one to come along.. hmm.. sounds like choosing a partner.. haha..

nevertheless, i'm glad that my hardwork and patience really pays off and that i didn't just grab any job opportunities that come my way, if not i will most probably be working in some family trade firm which no one i know heard abt or some prestigious law firm that offers a much lower pay or back in the shipping/logistics line.. but instead, i will be working for at least the nxt 1 yr in Singtel Global Grp as a Business Analyst.. yes! i know it has nothing to do with HR.. absolutely nothing.. but close frens who knows me from poly and uni should know that i always love and do well in economics modules and i love numbers.. hehe.. i will be crunching numbers everyday in this job which will bored alot of peeps but not for me.. i enjoy analysing and dealing with figures.. my sis ask if my HR degree has gone to waste, but all i could answer her was i'm still pursuing my passion, only in a different field, in a different context.. in a field which i wanted to go into but i lack the qualifications.. and for those who thinks that individual grades does not matters , all i can say is that the hr said they chose me because i was very good at all my econs modules.. despite not having any economist/finance experience.. i'm a lucky girl! and i hope all my other uni frens will find the job they love too and we can all go celebrate together!

ps: thanks dear, ning, adeline and kor for all the encouragements thus far..

Friday, December 14, 2007

Was just having some flashback of my memories while i was napping ytd afternoon.. the shattering emotion of feeling helpless and vulnerable could be unbearable sometimes but life still goes on somewhere, somehow, someday.. people just move on, even when we thought there is no way we could.. but somehow, we still walk on with the life ahead of us which is filled with unknown surprises and events..

Dear commented that i'm someone who is easily satisfied with the simple things in life.. i guess it all brings down to the point that i always believe it is more fufilling to live life as a happy and positive person because sadness is a never ending route..it takes you on a roller coaster ride and if you plan to stick on, it will never stop moving.. why chose to live life so miserable when you have a choice to be much happier than before? than now? i truly thank god that i have walk out of this pitch dark tunnel and i hope that a very close friend of mine experiencing heartache now will recover too, soon and move on.. its sad but true, that when a woman's heart hardens, she will never turn back to him.. end of the day, i've learn that with regards to affairs to the heart, some men can be very vulnerable and emotionally fragile as well, not only woman.. but again, i repeat again, ONLY SOME MEN..

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

remember: no matter how tough the situation may be now, it will never last.. we will find a way out somewhere..

Thursday, December 06, 2007

And all I want for Christmas is/are:

- M&M special colour edition chocolate
- a big sunflower
- all sorts of shopping voucher
- some accessories perhaps
- a brown adorable so like "me" organiser i saw in kino but dont bear to buy (drop a note if u wana get for me!) thanks for my dearest ade for getting it as my x'mas gift!! hehe
- marks & spencer floral collection rose duo set or handcreme (it really smells very nice..ask ning)
- larvin eclat d'arpege eau de parfum spray

and anything else that is from the heart..

i shall start to save up once i get a job! hehe..

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

results are out.. i have cleared all my modules, so have all my close friends! i'm a graduate now.. hahaha.. still on a look out for job opportunity though -.- poutz

x'mas is coming~ lalala~ I am dreaming of a beautiful and romantic Christmas this year.. So looking forward to spend it with my love and friends..hehe..its also my favourite season of the year! cos its the time of giving and sharing! but it also means this year is coming to an end.. and there are still lots of things i want to do, hope to do, wish to get, have been doing all this while (i realise i love making lists..esp long ones.. hahaha) :

- sing ktv with my girls!
- go to the zoo with dear
- catch "enchanted" (highly recommended by ning!)
- go sentosa to watch the song of the sea
- meet some old friends whom I haven’t met for a long time
- gain more confidence in myself
- to settle down in a job which i truly enjoy
- go on a cruise
- stay with someone who make me laugh everyday and many times a day (I think I found him :D)
- decorate my own house/room/workdesk
- get that coach bag
- never grow up and never grow old..stay young at heart..be true to myself
- go camping again
- stay best friend with all my girlfriends
- own a cafe/bookstore/gallery (in the farfarfuture)
- travel overseas with dear to spend quality time together or with my best friends to shopshopshop!! more short getaways!
- go on a trip on taiwan/hongkong/batam/bkk/paris/grand canyon/europe/gold coast/tokyo/venice (heard it was the most beautiful city in the world) and i wana go to disneyland!!
- dream and never stop daydreaming and believing in my dreams
- give my dad more treats when i have the finance
- learn how to dance, bake, cook, cycle, speak a fourth language, knit again
- go to ikea
- watch a concert/play

and most importantly, to love and live life to the fullest!