Sunday, August 28, 2005
Went out with both adelines today..went causeway pt's jack place..the service and the food is bad bad bad..waited so long for the bill..haiz..not ever going there again..the standard drop alot since last time when i went there with my family a few yrs ago..Sometimes i feel like i hate weekends..i always need to find something to pass my time..or stay at home and slack..at the same time knowing that ym is busy working while i'm having fun..hmm..maybe its good in a way that i have more freedom and time to do the things i like..something i lack in all my past relationships..like what ning says in her blog..i believe communication is very important in a relationship..even if its just talking about everyday daily things, complaining, gossiping or about general topics..its the process of getting to know one another further and deeper..how one thinks and feels..there will always be disagreements and arguements..but its all in the process of learning..no point giving in to each other all the time and end up being upset as time goes by..Looking at some of the friends around me and what's happening in their lifes and relationships with their other half, i realise i'm already considered a fortunate girl..at least my father supports me in whatever decision i make and he trust in me..even though he has his own doubts..haha..i have a group of good friends that will always there for me when i need them..well, i know everybody starts to get busy when they start working but we still manage to squeeze time out to meet up and catch up regularly =) as for ym, even though he is always busy working and we seldom meet up..i know that he is making an effort to call me every night even when he is so tired after working for a whole day..one must be positive about life and think of the bright side..it does not really matters to us now what others think of us as long as we are happy with what we're doing..there is no way i can make everybody happy at the same time..we believe we have make the right choice and we will just carry on from there slowly..it may not be a bad thing starting off slow...like the hare & the tortoise race says.."slow and steady win the race =p" hehe 12:58:00 AM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Sunday, August 14, 2005
hmm..all this past weeks, i feel that i don't know what i really want..finally think it through and for the very last time..we went out on tue..and watch the fireworks 2gether..he will always be a close friend of mine..the one who understands me the most, at least for now..the one that will encourage and support me all the way in whatever decisions i make..the one that truely believes in giving me only nothing but the best..even if it means encouraging and seeing me with another man..thanks my "good friend"..only with your blessings that i can really have a new beginning with him..
that's all for the sadsad updates..haha...i'm dyed my hair again!! this time is copper gold base with copper red and bronze highlight..3D effect the stylist says...i know its not very yanting type...but who cares? the effect and contrast is great and i loved it..thou its abit bright..hehez!!
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
My 1st day of work..haha..alot of new things and system to learn since i had no shipping experience completely..anyway, basically i'm in charge of 5 vessels..have to mantain them and make all the necessary purchases needed for the vessel..process all the invoices..communicate with the captain or they call them the masters of the vessel..and of course also be the admin support for my in-charge..alot of things to read up on and to learn..but i believe i just need some time to grasp hold of the concepts and all the processes ba..yeah!! ya..i simply love the pantry there cos there are 2 coffee dispenser machines there that can dispense 7 different types of drinks..mocha coffee..black coffee..coffee with milk..coffee with sugar..coffee with milk & sugar..hot chocolate..milo..haha...i'm amazed by that really..and there are different types of cookies and biscuits from all the different countries that the captains and staffs brought when travelling with the vessels..yumyum!! The people are quite friendly la..the other ladies in the same department are easy going..can joke type..only the different captains/bosses that we are working for are all males and they are super busy reading e-mails or doing their own things..well..that was a summary of my work today..lets hope things will get more interesting tmr!!
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Went watch charlie and chocolate factory wor!! very nice, funny and heartwarming show.."there is no one more important than your own family members no matter how much chocolates and candys you compare them to =)"..haha...like this phrase alot..
Had a great time today although i was abit grumpy today cos i'm starting work tmr already..i hate the 1st day of work when all the introducing, adapting and learning starts all over again..but i guess its life..anyway, we went suntec fountain of wealth to watch the laser show after dinner..so beautiful!! i love watching laser shows and fireworks!! haha..that really liven up my mood just now..we sat there like for 40 mins to watch..lolz..then had ice cream again at the sky garden.
11:33:00 PM
"When friends fall in love, it means that they are meant for each other, but when friends fall out of love, it means that they want to keep each other forever."
I know u'll always be the one who understands me the most..my good friend..
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Mixed feeling again..let's start with the good news 1st..i've found a new job again..as a admin cum shipping assistant at Neptune Orient Lines..pay is great for a admin position and its only a 5days work..finish at 530 everyday..haha..anyway..its only for a year until i start my degree next year..Bad news is that..i'm working office hours but he is working retail hours..haizzzzz =(
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