The Gurl

yanting aka ngaingai
♥ to play around
♥ to travel
♥ to nap
♥ to just daydream about the future

taiwan trip
a job she loves
an office sleek bag
PSP slim
someone
lets go to the ZoO
a veggie to match my carrot
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The Applause

Designer: Siew Min
Basecodes: theBENDANs
Inspirations: Sandra Agnes Maggie Vanessa
Materials: x x x
Image Edits: Paint Tools

Friday, February 24, 2006

I'm so happy today...cant help smiling and feeling so blessed these few days esp today..muhahaz..okie..i'll start from sun night..the 1st night that i really had a good night of rest ever since the starting of this year..after clearing all my doubts..after i know what i really want in life..and what he wants in me and in us..after i spend a few days last week pondering..after many long sleepness nights..putting on my thinking cap..going out alone..spending time alone to sort everything on my mind..and just dada!! suddenly, everything just make sense to me...and i just feels peaceful and blissed...just a sense of happiness...and i rejoiced!!

Actually i just want to lead a simple but HAPPY life..i know i'm a silly girl but really only to those close to me..i'm learning to enjoy the simple things in life..i guess i really lurve the way my life is now..studying..going to school..hanging out with my close frens..spending quality time with my dear..chatting on the phone everynight..pampering myself..having a loving family..suddenly, i feel that i'm the most =FOrTunaTe= gurl on eARth =P

I finally have the GREAT feeling that I'm back to the confident and optimistic gurl that I know..the girl who is always happy and satisfied in whatever she does and enjoying every bits of her life..i know life isn't a bed of roses...but i realise we always complicate things when we tend to think too much..why not just accept things as they are..reflect on them..learn from them and move on...life would be much more happier and fulfilling right?

Back to today..in sch...i know a gurl in my HRM class that i think can be my twin!! Like what she says, we're like each other soulmates!! muahahaz...the both of us enjoys going camping and the nature, we lurves gazing at the sky just searching for stars..we enjoys going for long walks..and whenever people know that dear & i enjoy spending time in the library reading together, ppl would laugh at us and thinks we are so unromantic...but she is the ONLY one that thinks differently!!! she thinks that it is sweet to spend time together in the library just doing simple activites like reading..enjoying each other accompany..heehee..and i told her after class just now that i would fall in love with her if only she is a guy..muhahaz!!

Dear thinks its silly...he thinks we're like two big kids...neh...but i think he is just jealous of us...muhahaz...its just now its not everyday that you meet someone that you have so much in common and cliques so well...maybe in some others...you never have the rare chance...i always believe its fate that brings two people together in this big big world full of people..i'm blessed!! *smiles*

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

I dont like roses...i never like them cos of their thorns that pricks me hard yrs ago..and i thought everyone that knows me well knew that...i perfers tulips and the forever sunny sunflowers...ok...i was disappointed...STOP LYING TO YOURSELF...

Monday, February 13, 2006

I dont like to spend valentines day alone when ym is working and i have no classes tmr..and i've forgotten how long ago was the last time i spend the whole day alone..i received his tulips as usual this year..even after what has happen the past few weeks..still the same bunch of colourful flowers that'll always light up my day these few years..but the feeling this yr is somehow different..the wordings on the card differs also..i guess this is one of the few promises he made that he remembers..i'll always receive a bouquet of tulips at the doorsteps on every special occasion until the day i get married...haha..sounds silly and childish i know..but i really appreciate it..thanks..

Monday, February 06, 2006

Pls know that I did all these for your good..Its not that I dont care anymore..I care for you too much to see you getting round and round aimlessly that I chose to ignore you..to take a different route..to push you away from us..U know its tough for the both of us here also..Understand my intention and do look at things from a different prospective..some things are just not meant to be if it has never meant to be ..time will tell..but i know now..at this point..i just want you to move on..dont worry about me..i'm a strong gurl..i can take care of myself i guess..even when ym is busy working...i still have my frens..no one can tell which is the route to happiness but my sixth sense ensures me i'm still on the right path..

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Its the 7th day of New Year..hmm.."ren ri" in chinese..meaning its everybody birthday today...muhahaz..Happy Birthday PpL

Quite busy this week with all the assignments =( but i know all things will just work out fine in the end..cos it just always does *grinz*

Received a msg from him on thursday..Even since he went back, I promise myself not to e-mail him again..but why cant he let go the way i did..So what if you are sorry..you'll nvr be ard beside me when i need you..u'll always be oceans away..i've always been e one you abandon compared to everything else all these years..So what if ning is right that you are still the one who knows me best and love me most...I've clear my thoughts and i've made up my choice after the chalet and you know it..

I want to be with someone i can rely on to spend the rest of my life with..someone that i can trust to catch me when i fall..someone that will nvr abandon me..someone that still can make me smiles when i see him even when everything is not going right and most importantly, someone whom i can imagine a future with..someone that is realistic and know what he's doing..