its my 3rd month working in
singtel.. getting use to the hectic cycle.. loving the freedom of being able to listen to my mp3 while working..loving the
cheapcheap breakfast every morning.. enjoy the scenery outside.. loving the lunch hrs that i spend on shopping more than meals.. still getting to know more about my local colleagues.. there is something about colleagues that i learn it the hard way.. seldom they can be
gd frens.. there will always be backstabbing somehow.. things are not as innocent as when we were still schooling.. not all colleagues will offer a hand to help each other when e other is in need.. there is always a need to protect
urself.. a need to be humble and not be humble at the right time.. but
i'm still looking forward and counting down to
fri every day and payday every month.. maybe
becos i realise being here may be better than being somewhere else.. at least i have a certain level of freedom and exposure to borders outside
sg.. at least my immediate manager is great..
anyway, its gonna be my birthday this sat!! i wonder if there will be surprises coming up like the yrs before.. i wonder if what i want will come true.. in wonder if he knows what i want.. i have ask frens to get me vouchers instead of gifts this yr.. reason being i know they are all busy to search for a gift.. and all have done so except for one exceptional..he insists on getting me a gift even though he dont have much time to squeeze in as well.. he remembers a casual comment that i made like donkey yrs ago when i was like 13?!?.. he remembers that i told him i'm someone who loves to unwrap gifts and have the kinda "surprise" element despite me being a very realistic person..he was e only one except francis who bother to mk an effort to surprise me.. well... he is none other than my kor.. i guess one can nvr have too many gd frens.. one best one who stick with u throughout the yrs thru ups n downs will do..
just a random thought i have on the cab bk just now.. sometimes i wonder what is happiness to me? what makes me happy, bumping and jumping all over.. what do i really want in life? i wonder.. and i still do..maybe its just the smiles and acceptance that i get frm people daily.. its the love that i get from my parents and honey..its all the wkends that i look forward to everyday..the moment when i couldn't give a reason why i gave someone a gift, and the moment they smile after receiving it, that became my reason..when i am with frens who knew I'm not perfect and yet still believes in me..
*I will want to walk with a slower pace in life and allow my life to become simpler..*
*I will stop finding out what is the right & wrong.*
Maybe one day, I will just accept things as it is.
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The person I wanted to care about me most was the person who made me believe the worst about myself"~ The Penny by Joyce Meyer 12:11:00 AM
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