Saturday, August 21, 2004
Finally finish e common test ler..tired studying this entire week..haiz..looking 4ward to e hk trip, but somehow, i juz cant cheer myself up..maybe its because i'm still sick i guess..pray tt i'll be fine n strong n well by sunday night..
Feeling quite down and moody this few weeks..seems like i'm always so busy doing and rushing things on time, pleasing people around me to make them happy when they don't even seem to appreciate it.. sometimes i feel that i'm starting to lose my purpose in life..things are not going the way i expect them to be..esp friends, church, relationships..drifting apart from some friends that i thought initially were the ones that i am looking for..i know no one is perfect but haf to say, i'm really disappointed sometimes with their attitude towards one another now..e closeness and bond that we seems to have, disappear eventually and i believe we do notice it, but somehow, nobody is doing anything about it.."Friendship is not how long you've been together. It isn't how much you've given or recieved; nor how many times you've helped each other, but it's how you
value one another."Maybe its because we are just taking each other for granted in the 1st place i guess..sometimes, it really hurts to think this way when u think back of the past few yearsof all those moments and tough times that we shared..but looking at how things were going this few months, i guess this is what i've come out wif..some friendships are just not meant to be strong and lasting if u dun cherish and maintain it, like love..
2:41:00 AM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Juz finish e stupid dt paper..study so much then only the 1st few chapters come..haiz..sonny phua is juz so cunning..luckily n thank god he is not coming with us to hk, if not i really peng ar..finally attendd briefg on the hong kong trip..wa!! smart casual ler..1st time me go oversea still muz wear shirt...haiz..but luckily can wear dark coloured jeans..YEaH!! another of my reason to go shopping again..hahaz..but before i tink so far.....lets get down to work n STaRt revising on TAM 1st...haiz..
8:06:00 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
haiz..dun know why this quote keep coming back to me these few days, "the best way to forget someone is to juz let the memories stay"..i know i'm and should be happy now but i just cant help tinkg back on the past, of this quote, of all the things that happened..maybe, juz maybe, i really hafn't really let go of everything..
4:39:00 PM
Sunday, August 15, 2004
Wa!! Me really like a piggy lor...seems like so long nvr blot la..hahaz..all thanks to my tm project..finally finishg it le..handg up tmr..went out wif e cg 2 bugis to haf farewell dinner for des to ns ar..went v8 again...hahaz..hmm..seems like donkey years since i went there wif ning they all le..haiz..anyway, had lotsa fun wif them ar..dear was oso there of course..n we have a guest turning up half way thru dinner..n tts is our bro kel's gf, sis cindy...hahaz..she really seems like a cheerful n nice gurl, can talk n gossip even out of church things..**finally know how they meet each other ar**..hehez..wa, like tt our cg got 3 couples le wor..hahaz..went bk with dear n andrew..hahaz..i tink e whole cg, i can oni tease andrew n play wif him cos our tempers re both gud..hehez...even dear join in to talk crap wif us..hahaz..enJoY gg out wif them...shd organise more of these outings ya..
11:46:00 PM
The Gurl
