The Gurl

yanting aka ngaingai
♥ to play around
♥ to travel
♥ to nap
♥ to just daydream about the future

taiwan trip
a job she loves
an office sleek bag
PSP slim
someone
lets go to the ZoO
a veggie to match my carrot
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The Applause

Designer: Siew Min
Basecodes: theBENDANs
Inspirations: Sandra Agnes Maggie Vanessa
Materials: x x x
Image Edits: Paint Tools

Friday, April 28, 2006

i nearly had a heart attack just now..i was nearly late for my 1st paper in uni life..i left my house at 745 and supposely from past records..i should reach by 845..my paper is at 10....but....at 9am..i'm stuck at jurong east with a terrible traffic jam anyway, i called for help and a good guy fren pick me up and bring me to sch in a bike in record time..thank god for him...if not...i'll be forever stuck there the paper overall was ok la..easiler than expected..heh..1 down...3 more to go..kanbatee!!!

Sunday, April 23, 2006

I cant seem to concentrate studying...i cant absorb all the information..all the lec notes and the STUPID hrm txt that is so thick and wordy..haiz..demoralised..although one good thing is dear is finally back from his trip..at least i have someone to whine and complain to..i guess he was quite shock to see me behave like a small kid the night he was back..i was pouting and babytalking the whole night..wahahaz..i know he cant stand it..but i was too stress then to get bothered by that..haha..i just want him to know that i'm stressed!! heh..think he got that point finally...heehee..i miss him so much when he is not ard...aww..but at least i can spend all my days studying...wahahaz....but i still prefer him to be here *smiles*

Monday, April 10, 2006

Weeks till i update...things aren't exactly better this few weeks..all assignments are finished and submitted...all i left are the final exams..its really difficult to cope with working and studying..to balance everything and still squueze in enough time for my family and for ym..sometimes i wonder how do i get the strength to hold on..to move on..to continue moving towards my dreams..what if one day i really break down and cant cope with everything..why if one day i realise all what i've done are all just ways to keep myself busy so that i wont even have time to think about the past..i'm forcing myself to move on..to kick myself ahead..to pack my schedule with things that i know i nvr could have done before in poly..jewellery making..yoga..gym..working and studying..i'm learning new things..i'm growing up..dear's says he just knew that i'll be capable of coping..i wun give up..at least there is someone who believes in me..even when i dun really believe in myself..