When I was in primary school...
My great grandma passed away
I would always be top 10 in class until I went to the EM1 class
I won a few trophies for interschool pri mathematics competition
I would have bursaries every year for being the top 25% in my level
I am happy to be a librarian and reading whiz
I am happy to have our 1st computer at home
When I was in secondary school...
I know my 1st best friend, Iris, who happens to be my neighbour nxt blk and our dads are colleagues
I would always be top 15 in class although i always flunked my history
Surprisingly i was still one of my history teacher's favourite student
I know my kor through tuition, and he later becomes my best platonic guy friend
I had my first love
I broke my front tooth
I went overseas to thai for the 1st time with school, without my parents
I was in the english drama and debate society
I went to church and made a decision to accept Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour
When I was in JC for 1st 3months....
I had a clique of "tuna gang" girlfriends
I enjoyed studying biology
I hate physics terribly
I skipped lectures and tutorials to go to the rooftop to gossip with my tunagang
I had my 1st hp
I fall out of love for the very 1st time
When I was in Polytechnic
I was just an average student
I skipped lessons almost everyday
I met ning during the 1st day of orientation, our legs were tied together for a game and the rest was history..She became my 2nd best gf
I nearly got into a teacher-student relationship
I slept during lectures
I talked on the phone everynight with ning till very late until we both got attached
I went to church every weekend and rise up to be a helper
My dad went to work as a expatriate
I met Edric in church and we got together after a tough time convincing our church leaders then
I thank God for him and we were really happy together in a godly relationship until he betrayed my trust
I was told I had the ability to melt someone's heart for the 1st time
I met adeline and the gang in my 3rd
yr and i became part of the gang..Adeline became my 3rd best gf
I cried and laughed the most
This was the most enjoyable and happiest phrase of my life so far..
Transition Period
I broke up with Edric
I experienced my 1st feeling of a terrible heartache
I left church
I went to work in Guardian and knew Yewmeng
I knocked over a few cans of milkpowder on him and caused him to stay in the hospital for a night
We got together soon after that
I changed job and went to work as a purchaser in NOL
I was giving lots of opportunities
I had a very good superintendent and his wife and him doted on me alot
I read up a lot of medical magazines and the newspapers regularly so that i have something to talk to YM's friends without feeling useless
I had the life of being a very pampered gf who can have anything she wanted, except the quality time of her bf and her dad
I communicated to captains and chief engineers all over the world
This was the 1st time i felt like an working adult
I went for my 1st vessel round trip
I decided to go back to school
When I was in University, RMIT SIM
I put in a lot of effort and studied really really hard
I worked as an admin girl in Teradyne and again, I had the best in-charges
I get to know a group of colleagues who doted on me because i was so much younger than them
I learn so much about parenthood, kids and mummy talks from them
I experienced my second major heartache when YM broke up with me
I nearly fell into depression when i know that i had fallen in love with someone who did not give me his heart all along
I thought that i cant be compared to his "man"
I cried the most
I realised eventually that at least he loved me enough to tell me the truth
I move on with the help of my dear friends and family members
I opened an online shop, Summerbloomz, with ning
We had our 1st lime fleamarket
I know who are my true and close friends
I got chased by a guy until i was touched to tears by all that he did, but still i cant force myself to fall in love with him
I had a crush on a guy for years, i know he knew.. but his coldness towards me broke my heart again and again..
I know yuling and caihong in uni and we become a group of close friends together with ning
We call ourselves yuyu, popo, kamkam and ngaingai
I love my girls alot
I finished my 2 yrs of uni life
I made another serious decision....
I fall in love once again
... With a man who rush down after work to comfort me when i'm down
... With a man who remembers the direction to my place after one try
... With a man who nags at my sleeping habits
... With a man who wants to carry me all the time
... With a man who thinks about me all the time
... With a man who massages my shoulders and hands when i'm tired
... With a man who dream big dreams for me
... With a man who understands the overly care and concern of my dad
... With a man who brings me to places i've never been to before
... With a man who does all he could to make me smile
... With a man who stood by me when the road is bumpy
... With a man who loves my laughters and hyperactive moments
... With a man who treats me like his princess
... With a man who calls me whenever he is free to tell me he misses me
... With a man who protects me with all that he has
... With a man who worries about me all the time
... With a man who gives me endless surprises
... With a man who shares his life with me
... With a man who loves me
... With a man I want to spend my life with
These are all the moments and things that I looked back to sometimes..
I tasted all kinds of life... the sweet, bitter, painful, sorrowful...
And I will still remember them as long my memory allows..
12:03:00 PM
The Gurl
