The Gurl

yanting aka ngaingai
♥ to play around
♥ to travel
♥ to nap
♥ to just daydream about the future

taiwan trip
a job she loves
an office sleek bag
PSP slim
someone
lets go to the ZoO
a veggie to match my carrot
updated @ 5th December 07

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The Applause

Designer: Siew Min
Basecodes: theBENDANs
Inspirations: Sandra Agnes Maggie Vanessa
Materials: x x x
Image Edits: Paint Tools

Friday, January 05, 2007

i think i'm too used to being alone and independent...haiz.. i cant seem to get on with life happily without someone by my side last time but now, i sort of dread the thought of having someone beside me.. is it really possible to try to love someone who treats you real nice, sweet and stuff.. but you just cant fall.. i am just really too afraid to fall in love again.. i keep looking back into the past whenever i see those sweet msges which i would love so much to receive in e past..but now.. i felt nothing.. i dont feel like going out with any other guys.. i thought i moved on.. i did honestly.. but i'm still not ready to get into another one so soon.. maybe i'm just lying to myself..deceiving myself.. if only i could learn to love again..