The Gurl

yanting aka ngaingai
♥ to play around
♥ to travel
♥ to nap
♥ to just daydream about the future

taiwan trip
a job she loves
an office sleek bag
PSP slim
someone
lets go to the ZoO
a veggie to match my carrot
updated @ 5th December 07

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The Applause

Designer: Siew Min
Basecodes: theBENDANs
Inspirations: Sandra Agnes Maggie Vanessa
Materials: x x x
Image Edits: Paint Tools

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Things will certainly be brighter and better tomorrow, and that I guess, has been the motivation in my life all along.

Maybe old wounds can't be healed overnight, but at least they are forgotten after a while. I thought i had hide them well..but they seem to re-surface whenever i feel lonely..i truely believe that my miracle is coming soon..i pray every single morning and thank God for the miracle that he is going to perform in my life soon...the miracle that is yet to come..

I cant be upset and angry for long because its part of my character..i prefer to be left alone when i'm upset but i don't mind if someone close to me just give me a pat or a hugz to make me feels better..i've always been a optimistic and persisent girl..always happy with what i'm doing and smiling to ppl around me trying to brighten up their day..is that the only reason ppl ard me loves me for?? just becos i'm a smiley person that brings laughter to their life..its like abit shallow to me..i want to be appreciated and loved for whom i'm really am and for my inner strength..and not only on e surface..

i know i'm capable...not trying to be proud or arrogant...but i just know i'm able to handle alot of things at e same time alone at work or in studies...in church or in projects...however, pls dont make use of me...pls dont take me for granted my dear frens and colleagues...i dont lose my temper doesn't mean i dont have a temper..i just like peace..to settle everything in peace and calm and not make a fuss out of it.. i'm still only a human being..i 'm not god...i'm just a simple girl..that has her own emotions and problems... however, she always try to hide them...and it just pile up..y does everyone only cares about the end results but not e process? e hard work and e long hrs are always forgotten..

xxx: i'm unique ok..dun try to be like me or act like me..there's only one yanting in e whole world in heaven and on earth...that behaves and act like me!! be proud of who u're...the way god creates you in his image..