A mth has pass...So many things have happen just during this short mth..School is starting soon in a few days time also..Despite of my efforts to keep myself occupied for the past 2mths...i've now fufilled my wishes...to the extend that i'm busy until i've no extra space to breathe..arghh..so much abt wishes do come true huh..Working has almost become a part of me nowadays..working in the office..at jurong island..at changi warehouse..working and faxing from home..attending conference calls everywhere and anytime..staying up wee hrs to finish up my work to hit the datelines..gg for overseas bz trip...updating summerbloomz webbie after work..do new accessories to put up..replying e-mails..packing and sending out mail packages..make time out to shop for supplies..not counting yoga and baking classes once a week...phew..typing it all out makes me wonder how i can do it all and survive the past 2 mths of holidays...haha..BUT sch is starting soon...and i cant find any empty slots to squeeze in any more things =( need to rearrange my whole schedule again..
honestly...keeping urself busy is a good way to get over a heartbreak..but keeping urself too overly busy will make u miss him even more, wishing he is by your side encouraging you..to catch you when you fall.. but i know deep in my heart..he was never meant to be mine in the 1st place..and neither am i his..we are just the wrong person at the right timing in each other lives.. i'm afraid of falling in love again now..afraid that no one will catch me when i fall.. i just wana feel protected...once again...
10:41:00 AM
The Gurl
