i'm lost..once again..haiz..i tried my best to distract myself by setting up summerbloomz, by spending all my free time making new accessories other than working..but it's just not working..i still miss him...even more when i saw him at GWC..friends told me that the best way to move on is to just find someone new..i've thought about it but i certainly doesn't want a rebound now..so i gave up on that idea..haha..and my one and only fling in my history suggest a patch back with him to be flings in order for me to move on and forget about ym..haha..how pathetic can i be..haiz..i'm not gonna fall on that neither..all i want is to be as happy and cheery as before..is to have someone to care for me like before..i miss the feeling of being cared for..and i just dun wana get it from anyone but only the one who is gonna stay with me for a long long long time......and loves me for who i'm...
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