To my dearest ning..It's good to grieve but I hope whatever painful experiences that you're going through now, they will be useful lessons to make you wiser in the future, rather than allowing them to develop into a deep wound. Pick yourself up girl..There are many other things in life to look forward to, many people around us who will love us more than we know.. By our thoughts we determine the quality of our lives... So I do wish eventually u can rediscover the love in that someone special..someone who is still out there..somewhere..
Anyway, just now on the way home... I took the longer route home again...i walk home from boonlay again.. I didn't really plan to... i just feel like walking..to think and to spend some time by myself..before i turn 21 tmr..to look back on what had happened so far..
The times we spent together... all seem like a dream to me now... for the time during the 2 yrs we have been together... I had everything or i thought i had... and then I wake up suddenly and everything just fades into a distant memory... fading...The day we went our separate ways..
Do you remember how we used to laugh?
Do you remember how we used to play?
Do you remember how we used to argue?
Do you still remember?
Do you remember when you said you'll bring me to disney on ice every yr?
Do you remember when you said you'll spend every single birthdays with me?
Do you remember when it hurt so much to say good-bye?
Do you still remember?
Do you remember when you said you would never leave me?
Do you remember when you told me that lie?
Do you remember when you broke my heart?
Do you still remember?
I remember..
I remember everything..
I remember the tears I cried and the pain I went through..
I remember the day you told me you had someone else all along when we were together
I remember the day you told me she was pregnant..
I remember the day you said you're getting married..
I remember everything I wish I never knew..
8:15:00 PM
The Gurl
