The Gurl

yanting aka ngaingai
♥ to play around
♥ to travel
♥ to nap
♥ to just daydream about the future

taiwan trip
a job she loves
an office sleek bag
PSP slim
someone
lets go to the ZoO
a veggie to match my carrot
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The Applause

Designer: Siew Min
Basecodes: theBENDANs
Inspirations: Sandra Agnes Maggie Vanessa
Materials: x x x
Image Edits: Paint Tools

Friday, March 17, 2006

I'm stressed..i'm tired..i need a break..i cant take it anymore..i need a retreat badly..i need a place that can give me the peace and privacy that i need..i need a sense of security..i feel so useless..and no one seems to know how sad and depress i'm..no one seems to understand..i'm not as strong as what ym thinks i'm..i need my shelter..i need someone to hold on to..all of a sudden, my world is collasping again..back into a sense of darkness..i feel that i cant trust anyone now..maybe i should really go somewhere else alone to rest..just a short get-away..but with my workload and schwork..i dun think it'll ever be possible..i miss my encourager..my morale booster..all the more..but i know i'll nvr find one again..or find back one..i really need a tight hug and for him to tell me everything will be all right cos he's there..but i know i can continue to dream on..cos dreams nvr comes true..at least mine wun..