Friday, February 24, 2006
I'm so happy today...cant help smiling and feeling so blessed these few days esp today..muhahaz..okie..i'll start from sun night..the 1st night that i really had a good night of rest ever since the starting of this year..after clearing all my doubts..after i know what i really want in life..and what he wants in me and in us..after i spend a few days last week pondering..after many long sleepness nights..putting on my thinking cap..going out alone..spending time alone to sort everything on my mind..and just dada!! suddenly, everything just make sense to me...and i just feels peaceful and blissed...just a sense of happiness...and i rejoiced!!Actually i just want to lead a simple but HAPPY life..i know i'm a silly girl but really only to those close to me..i'm learning to enjoy the simple things in life..i guess i really lurve the way my life is now..studying..going to school..hanging out with my close frens..spending quality time with my dear..chatting on the phone everynight..pampering myself..having a loving family..suddenly, i feel that i'm the most =FOrTunaTe= gurl on eARth =PI finally have the GREAT feeling that I'm back to the confident and optimistic gurl that I know..the girl who is always happy and satisfied in whatever she does and enjoying every bits of her life..i know life isn't a bed of roses...but i realise we always complicate things when we tend to think too much..why not just accept things as they are..reflect on them..learn from them and move on...life would be much more happier and fulfilling right?Back to today..in sch...i know a gurl in my HRM class that i think can be my twin!! Like what she says, we're like each other soulmates!! muahahaz...the both of us enjoys going camping and the nature, we lurves gazing at the sky just searching for stars..we enjoys going for long walks..and whenever people know that dear & i enjoy spending time in the library reading together, ppl would laugh at us and thinks we are so unromantic...but she is the ONLY one that thinks differently!!! she thinks that it is sweet to spend time together in the library just doing simple activites like reading..enjoying each other accompany..heehee..and i told her after class just now that i would fall in love with her if only she is a guy..muhahaz!!Dear thinks its silly...he thinks we're like two big kids...neh...but i think he is just jealous of us...muhahaz...its just now its not everyday that you meet someone that you have so much in common and cliques so well...maybe in some others...you never have the rare chance...i always believe its fate that brings two people together in this big big world full of people..i'm blessed!! *smiles* 11:42:00 PM
The Gurl
