The Gurl

yanting aka ngaingai
♥ to play around
♥ to travel
♥ to nap
♥ to just daydream about the future

taiwan trip
a job she loves
an office sleek bag
PSP slim
someone
lets go to the ZoO
a veggie to match my carrot
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The Applause

Designer: Siew Min
Basecodes: theBENDANs
Inspirations: Sandra Agnes Maggie Vanessa
Materials: x x x
Image Edits: Paint Tools

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Just came back from service..Feels tired and drained out this week..Like what i've said, things have been happening though not alot but impactful on me..The person that I thought who will always be with me, comforting me when i'm feeling down, giving me encouragement and support when i lack courage and feels helpness, is no longer the person that i can seek all these from..Not that he has changed but the environment is different and that the gap between us is widen..I can't deny the fact that we are really drifting apart now, even though i tried my best to distract myself from thinking too much this whole week. We used to be close friends, then to god brother and sister..We used to claim that our siblingship will last through our life journey because we'll make an effort to substain and maintain it..We did, until he finish his A'levels and met this gurl taht changes everything..I know that she means everything to him now, esp when he is in NS now and needs her constant encouragement and care..I'm just upset that he didn't even make an effort to ask me what's wrong when i told him i'm feel hurt and upset after receiving one of his msges.

Like what Edric says, this kind of things happen all the time, when a guy has found a girlfren, he'll eventually drift apart from his meiz..i used to brag to him that junyan is not that kind of person because we have known each other for so long and we have always been there for each other since then, even when we are so busy in our own lives and school. We came from a different bkground in all..but we still manage to clique and get along so well..haiz..i have to admit now that is right..Guys are all the same..Korkor is no exception..I think after this incident, i'm not going to have any more god brothers ever again, because i treat each of my relationship with ppl seriously, esp with the people i love and treasure and it hurts too much when he leaves me..Well, I really really hope that he'll be happy with this gurl and that she'll treasure and cherish him because he is worth it..at least i think so..

Ya, here are some photos that i took these few weeks..=)