Finally finish e common test ler..tired studying this entire week..haiz..looking 4ward to e hk trip, but somehow, i juz cant cheer myself up..maybe its because i'm still sick i guess..pray tt i'll be fine n strong n well by sunday night..
Feeling quite down and moody this few weeks..seems like i'm always so busy doing and rushing things on time, pleasing people around me to make them happy when they don't even seem to appreciate it.. sometimes i feel that i'm starting to lose my purpose in life..things are not going the way i expect them to be..esp friends, church, relationships..drifting apart from some friends that i thought initially were the ones that i am looking for..i know no one is perfect but haf to say, i'm really disappointed sometimes with their attitude towards one another now..e closeness and bond that we seems to have, disappear eventually and i believe we do notice it, but somehow, nobody is doing anything about it.."Friendship is not how long you've been together. It isn't how much you've given or recieved; nor how many times you've helped each other, but it's how you
value one another."Maybe its because we are just taking each other for granted in the 1st place i guess..sometimes, it really hurts to think this way when u think back of the past few yearsof all those moments and tough times that we shared..but looking at how things were going this few months, i guess this is what i've come out wif..some friendships are just not meant to be strong and lasting if u dun cherish and maintain it, like love..
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The Gurl
